Promises Kept//Smiles Sent [01 Jan 2010|12:44am] oh_rot [ music | Kevin Devine; If We Meet Today ] happy new years! My first song of this decade? If We Meet Today by Kevin Devine I spent a lovely night in with my nephew and my sister-in-law. We have made plans that I will kidnap her this spring and take her to DC with me for Vapianos and Eastern Street Market. I also am making a list of things to do (like specifics, people to talk to, visit, things to take pictures of so on so forth). Christina; you're first on that list, you're the lotto I hit. Anyway, in a few hours Sarah and I are gonna drag poor Owen to Chick-Fil-A for a breakfast, if they are closed we'll probably get something worse for us! Haha. I ate a shit ton of Hummus and what nots. I am so excited about how promising this year FEELS. Now I am going to fall asleep with Dimetri and Nigel. I love you all. Every.Single.One.Of.You. :D post comment

[30 Dec 2009|01:40pm] oh_rot [ music | Au Revoir Simone; Stay Golden ] Everyone's coming up with new years resolutions, and normally I would have made them about...a week ago. But, I haven't had the heart to think about it until now! So...here we go, a ra-ra-random list of things to do/try/accomplish in the coming year. Subject to change and have more added on. I also have a month by month outline of what I would like to do. (Setting goals and what not). I will learn to love myself so I can learn to love others (completely and without  bias) I will grow my nails and not bite them off. I will conquer my nervous habits. I will get into shape I will care about school and apply myself. I will visit my brother in baltimore more. I will Travel. I will surround myself with positive people and understand everyone has bad days. I will not over think things and just do what I enjoy (nerdy, hipsterish, or otherwise) I will indulge with out guilt. I will use all my vacation time without feeling bad. I will drink less soda. I will paint more. I will buy cheesy old movies and put them on display. I will decorate my room in colorful ways. On that note there are things I will do less of, but those are for me to quietly do. Right now I am wearing an outfit that I'd be too nervous to go out in the world wearing (And it's so basic it's disgusting). It takes 21 days to form a habit.  Good luck to everyone!  I am working on a dream board for myself so I can actually visualize exactly what I want! From haircuts to tattoos to cute boys holding kittens!  For me 2009 was a year of  fabulous adventures and sweet kisses to bittersweet  good-byes. It was making friends with strangers and nights of beautiful music. Stitches and tears, mistakes and discovering the start of self worth. Ive tried new things, gone way out of character and discovered some things that I never thought I would ever like (Thai Iced Coffee! Pho! A Good Hamburger! Perfumes! Baking!). I got my two tattos (two months apart) and have started planning my next couple. I graduated high school and I've applied to college and started on that path, now 2010 will be following through with full force! As a Taurus I am head strong enough to know I will and can accomplish any and all things I truely want to do.   I'm excited to read/be inspired by other people's goals.  I hope this new year I am enjoying life and will barely have time to keep up with the internet. Au Revoir two-thousand-and-divine. You were a bitch and a beauty. EDIT: I WILL NOT TEST THE WATERS; I WILL JUMP IN WITH BOTH FEET! 3 comments|post comment

forget me; I will turn cold [29 Dec 2009|06:55pm] oh_rot [ music | The Smiths; Frankly, Mr. Shankly ] I'm done pretending I know what's happening in life. I have no idea; mom is trying to force me to go into therapy, which I don't think I need. Apparently I'm the only one in this house that doesn't think I'm going crazy. People are overrated, togetherness is overrated. Fellowship; a made up feeling/act so people can feel better about themselves. I'm fine alone. I need a full time job and a way to get out of here. Dear Air force, I wish you would have taken me. 4 comments|post comment

Mistakes//a brighter future [28 Dec 2009|02:33pm] oh_rot [ music | CroMags- HardTimes ] No regrets, right? Then how come I feel so crumby about last night? There's no human here, no emotions left to kill. Just a walking, trash talking corpse of a girl. post comment

[20 Dec 2009|06:14pm] oh_rot I am going to Steal Christina, that's about all I can say about anything right now. That and the only thing I asked for on my christmas list ( backpack) my mom said she didn't get.  what's good? Where do I get a good one? 2 comments|post comment

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